Lately I…

feel like I’ve been encountering more moments of uncertainty than I’d like to admit. I’m scared that instead of these feelings fading that it would keep increasing until it’s unbearable to deal with. 

It’s difficult for me to bring it up when I don’t even know how I feel about it myself. I don’t know if it’s just the thought we’re approaching 1.5 years or maybe I’m starting to realize what I want and what I’m getting is cutting it for me. 

Is it really true that distance makes the heart grow fonder cause I’m seriously having my doubts at the moment.